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[27 Jun 2006|01:09pm] |
Who uses this thing anymore? Not too many, but im stressed n need to vent so i am.
I am so excited to leave for college, yet i am so nervous. What if being a doctor isnt what i am supposed to do? I have wanted to do it for so long, but its just sooo much work. What if i get there, and i start doing it and years into it i give up. I know that if this is what God has planned for me, he will get me thru it. and im pretty confident it is what he wants, but what if im wrong. I am so lost, and so scared. I can barely keep up with my class now, but im not sure if thats because i know it wont transfer so i basically dont care, or if im just too busy with work... I dont know. I need help.
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[19 Apr 2006|11:04pm] |
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You'll never have to "Live Thru" Talking to me again:).
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[10 Feb 2006|12:19pm] |
I get to see Joseph in approximately 5 hours:)... yay.. but i have to drive all the way to IWU alone... booooooo.. lol
AND OH! CASEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for you: Black eyed peas the pussy cat dolls are touring together hahaaha
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[04 Feb 2006|08:30am] |
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So Joe told me he "sent" me a surprise... and so i had to go home right after school yesterday...i gethome.. hear the doorbell ring.. go answer it... and there is my beautiful boyfriend on my doorstep with the most beautiful pink roses in hand:)... he is so cute:).. i only got to see him for one night but it was definately the best thing he could have "sent" me!... i am so happy with him ahh.. I get to see him next weekend.. ALLLLL weekend:).. yay. I <3 him.
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[22 Jan 2006|06:28pm] |
My Journal is Friends only for now...
Im sure most of you are already added, but if not- comment to be added.
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[19 Jan 2006|03:50pm] |
Things are going good... School is good. New semester.. finally. Leadership is fun:o).. and Government well yeah, but stef n k-wheel are in there:). Right now im on a 24 hour heart monitor... blah. to find out why i keep passing out. I hate this, but it needs to be done, i cant keep passing out.. especially at the hospital during my rotations.. lol..
I cant wait until the semester is over even tho it just started and is going good. I cant wait to be down at IWU starting Pre-med and no matter how much people have/will discourage me, i will keep going. Its going to be hard, but i know i can do it.
AH i miss him terribly, already. and i was just there.. :o[. I wonder if he knows he means a whole lot to me. I hope so.
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[17 Jan 2006|04:28pm] |
Once upon a time Stacey went to go visit her prince charming Joseph:o]. He had gone off to make something of himself for a few months and she missed him oh so dearly... The weekend was already going to be oh so enchanting just to see him.. but he made it better.
One brisk afternoon they got in his chariot(The GEO LOL) and headed off to a wonderful world called Gas City. Down one of the side roads in this delightful little town on the outskirts of Marion, Indiana there just so happened to be a petting zoo type thing inside a park. They housed many animals....
One of which happened to be a stalker chicken that followed the two love birds around constantly, begging for food, sadly we did not have any yet.
Stacey, Joe, and their new feathered friend galloped with glee around the area.. until stacey stumbled upon something AMAZING!!!... Joseph had known of this secret surprise all along, but now it had come to life....
A LLAMA.....
Not just one llama.....
BUT 2 LLAMAS!!!!!...
Stacey was in heaven... she had her 2 favorite things in the world, Joseph and Llamas:o]. They visited this farm twice.. Stacey knew she would never find someone to take her to see llamas like Joseph did... She was in <3. And they lived happily ever after.
THE END.
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[12 Jan 2006|01:38pm] |
ohhh.. <3.
He is truly amazing, and i get to see him... TOMORROW.
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[11 Jan 2006|10:07am] |
It hasnt even been a week yet and im already going insane!...
I know that all this stress and other long distance issues will definately be worth it tho.. He's so incredibly amazing. I cant even begin to explain.. <3. So cute. It just stinks when he gets real busy and we only get to talk for 5 minutes a day IF at all. But its okay, i completely understand... and besides, ill make time to go down there and see him and stuff. He has alot of classes this semester on top of SAC. 8 classes actually.. which is insane in itself!... Im so proud of him tho... I sent him a letter yesterday bc i kno he loves those!.. I made a collage of a bunch of pics of us too on the computer and decorated it all cute.. and printed off an envelope:). So hopefully he'll get that be surprised/happy.
I think sometimes i just get frustrated and worry too much. I mean.. last time he got too busy and we couldnt contact eachother and he felt bad since its my senior year and all and we decided to go on a break. I am definately worried about that.. but he reassures me now that he knows it wasnt best for me-- or for him.. I mean, he does try. He calls when he can... and that means alot because he doesnt even call his parents.. AT ALL. hmm idk. i dont know why im freakin out either... i get to see him on Friday:) wooooot!... and stay there ALLLLL weekend. ill be home late Monday night. And then im back for like 3 weeks and i go down there on Valentines Day for his banquet thingy.. which btw- i need to get a dress for!... Not ReaaaaLLL formal, but elegant. And then its March, doubt he'll be home for spring break but he may be... then hes home for Easter, and i go on spring break the day after then a week later hes home for good. Not too bad eh?... It just seems to take much longer than it actually is so hopefully soon enough ill get my mind off of it and the time will pass by faster...HOPEFULLY.
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[09 Jan 2006|07:13am] |
So this past weekend went well.. Friday night, Joe, Me, Casey, & Amanda went bowling. i did sweet the second game lol. then me and Joe came back to my house and hung out for a bit. Saturday.. i went shopping for Joe's mom cause it was her birthday then headed over to the Freed's to decorate for the surprise party we were throwing his mommy:). We pulled it off, she had no idea! it was great... After the party me and Joe came to my house and watched Four Brothers... and said our goodbyes beacause it was his last night and he wasnt going to church in the morning since he had to be back at school at 6..
Sunday Morning i wasnt sure if i was going to church or not, which was a bummer because i wanted Casey to go..but next time. So i ended up getting up and going to Sunday School.. and then Joe came and surprised me to say bye one last time:o). Its not going to be bad this time seeing as ill be down there on friday... Sadly im going to miss "Re-Bash" their party for new years, but thats okay i wouldnt get to see Joe much anyways because he'd be working it. Im so excited to go down. I LOVE the environment there.. the people are so nice, plus i get to see my amazing boyfriend:). I have a tour and financial aid meeting on Monday and then ill be homelate Monday night. Saturday joe is taking me to the petting zoo where they have llamas:)... Right by campus so cute.
ANd now im here, when im supposed to be at school... I was going to be late so i just skipped the hour. I really have a hard time getting there in the mornings because i live so far. Im pretty confident next semester ill have to wake up a bit earlier or something. My goal is not to miss first hour unless i absolutely have to next semester. Im not losing credit. I only have 7 absences right now, but im going to get a note from the dentist just incase... argh the attendance policy sucks.
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[07 Jan 2006|01:32pm] |
I hate sundays like tomorrow:(...
The ones where you have 2 say goodbye. Luckily this one wont be so bad seeing as ill be there in a week. But after that, not till Valentines Day... and after that.. proly not till April bc hes not coming home on his spring break, and im going to FL on mine.. How sad. but- we'll get it thru it<3.
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[02 Jan 2006|12:56pm] |
Well.. Last night i cooked dinner for Joe.. and taped the ball dropping so we could have our own New Years since he wasnt home... Food wasnt that great, but it was fun to say the least.:o). Im really nervous about him going back to school.. but whatever. Im sure everything will work out & if it doesnt, then theres a reason...
Today im suppoed to go to lunch with Hagen, well.. i cant get ahold of him but he called yesterday for lunch & i was busy cooking for Joe so we'll see if that happens.. then later im picking up James and we're going tanning... and then hopefully me, joe, rachel, zack, & maybe stef and mike are going to go bowling:o). Im really sad about going back to school tomorrow... But its not long until Highschool is over! And then ill be in college... and out of state. I'll admit there are a few people here in good 'ol watertucky that ill miss.. but im sorry to all you others.. lol- im excited to leave. I dont want to be just stuck in Waterford my whole life yano? Im excited to be out on my own and gain my independence and grow up. Its nervewrecking for sure!.. But also amazing. It will be a whole new expierence..and im lucky- im going to a school where NO ONE from Mott will be.. ((No offense..))
MMmm.. i dont kno what to write & i should proly finish getting ready...! cya!
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[31 Dec 2005|03:53pm] |
In the beginning of 2005...
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes...
How old were you?: 16
What was your outlook on the world?: Optomistic, open to new people and new things...
How were you doing at school/your job?: Okay, i was slacking in school lol, but i was working at Stir Crazy at the time and having a blast.
What did you most look forward to?: Senior year.
Did you make New Year's Resolutions?: Not to worry as much.
What was your biggest worry?: Losing credit with too many absences lol
Who was your best friend?: Stef Frushour & Lindsay Allen
What did you do with your spare time?: hung out with friends, partied, worked.
What did you do for fun?: hung out with friends..
In the middle of 2005-- the summer!
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: mmhhm:)
Had your outlook on the world changed?: Eh, yeah. I was back to living for God and giving my all to him. I was also sick of drama.
What did you spend your summer doing?: Hangin out, WORKING at the good 'ol DQ!, camping..
Did you get tan?: Yeah
Who'd you hang out with, mainly?: Mostly Joe, James.. Ashley..
Did you go visit anywhere?: I went camping and to Coldwater
What was your biggest worry?: Deciding on a college to go to
What was the most fun event that happened?: Camping:), Journey Concert & llama farm
And as the year drawns to an end...
Still got a significant other?: Sure do.
How old are you?: 17
What major changes have happened since the year began?: Back to God, i live solely for him, im more focused on college and my future, dont with drama and highschool. Ready to move on.
Is your life any different from when it started this year?: i think everyones life changes?
What thing that happened stands out in your mind?: mm i cant just name one.
What was the most embarrassing moment?: Oh man, who knows.. hahaa.. i do stupid stuff alot... mmm most embarassing. I proly dont remember;-).
When was your lowest point?: End of January-February.. and April. I learned that people just cant be trusted.
Are you happy with how the year went?: Yeah, i could change some things.
What thing would you change if you could?: Losing my best friend... &trusting someone over and over again and hurting other people when i knew there was no hope for what i wanted.
For 2006...
What do you plan to not do that you did this year?: Drink. lol
Do you think it'll be better than this year?: Yes:)
Do you think it'll be WORSE than this year?: Nope
What do you plan to do next year?: Graduate:).. spring break, head to college at IWU!
What are your pre-New Year's resolutions?: Give everything to God, try harder in school.
Who are you spending New Year's Eve with?: My friends, sadly.. Joe is out of town:(!
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[29 Dec 2005|05:38pm] |
Whatchu kno about making.....
( SNOW LLAMAS! )
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[25 Dec 2005|08:15am] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
My parents may or may not have bought me a rediculous amount of llama stuff... eff yeah! lol
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[11 Dec 2005|04:56pm] |
1. Casey and Stacey
2. Food Coloring.
3. Lots of snow.
4. Amanda's yard.
5. Llamas:)
PUT IT TOGETHER.
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[09 Dec 2005|02:35pm] |
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I got accepted to IWU- thats right kids, ill be 5 hours away from waterford soon!.. excited/sad/nervewrecking all at the same time!... Its hard to believe this year is almost over, well almost 1/2 way over lol. Im sure the year holds many more great memories, but after that- everyone will be moving in different directions- who knows where life will take us?..
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[06 Dec 2005|04:27pm] |
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The morning started out normal. I rolled out of bed a few minutes late but not too bad... Started getting ready.. and when i went out to my car--- the house across the street was engulfed in flames!.. it was the biggest fire i have EVER seen. it was so sad. I feel so bad for the people. As everyone knows, i live in a new sub and no one has been in their house for a year yet. Its terrible i feel so bad! Pray for the family and their kids thru the Christmas season because they will probably living in a hotel for the next 6-8 months:(... My neighborhood is taking up a collection for the family if anyone wants to donate:)
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[21 Nov 2005|04:50pm] |
Hm so... Front Row Center Court Pistons tickets for wednesday:)... whoaaa.. havent been to game for awhile.
Im excited for Thanksgiving- lots of food:) and then the Christmas season starts and you all kno how i love Christmas!
My grandma is doing better. for all of you that didnt know she has been the hospital. she had surgery, but shes doing good now.
I dont really know what to say. I find myself angry at the world lately:( thats not good. And im realizing how fast this year is going by and before i know it i will be out of the state. Kind of exciting. Ihate waterford, but there are definately people i will miss. I just hope the rest of the year goes smoothly and i hope ALL of the seniors have a great year filled with great memories:)
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[18 Nov 2005|07:20pm] |
Update to last entry:
I am now officially employed at Abercrombie (For kids haha)...
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